My education and corresponding disillusionment is just about complete. I would say it is entirely done but I have learned that when it comes to these type of life directed lessons you usually don’t know when school’s out until a little time has passed. I think it profound and very cool that the [...]
I sit here close to 4 in the Am wandering through some one else’s pictures of New York City, listening to a haunting singer/songwriter I’ve never heard before despite a seemingly prolific career. My thoughts drift to a conversation I had with a co-worker who moved to Miami because her husband got a better [...]
Yeah, what he said. I guess (and I am truly guessing) you might be able to predict the end of an emotional fugue, or depressed state of mind, or a general feeling of ‘what THE fuck, man?’ when you start getting sick of feeling that way AND determine a possible solution, light at end [...]
David V Walles, born 1938 died in 2005 in Maine. I found that out tonight while surfing the net. My real father, the bastard that was the source of so much anger and pain is dead. Has been dead. I never really wanted resolution, never wanted to ask him ‘why’. [...]
You know, for someone who like to think he’s in tune with the emotional things floating around the world, I have come to understand that with the exception of my dysfunction related abuse I really don’t know much about my own emotions. The wife and kid went off on vacation with the wife’s mom [...]
Not moonshine either, though I do take donations.
I spent the day with a sharp young lad who was all of 32 years old. He was proud (rightfully so) of his accomplishments in what is a relatively short period of time in which to become a manager. Being a year older I [...]
We all have secrets. It is the nature of human beings to keep a part of ourselves hidden away. Families are no different, but what if there was a spy in your family? A turncoat that spread the family dirt at every opportunity. That was me. That’s still me. Here’s [...]
I have painted a bleak picture of my childhood, and appropriately so. My ‘story’ is something you might see on Lifetime or, as I use to say –an ABC After School Special, the kind I used to watch when I was a kid (many starring a young Jodie Foster, go figure). I am [...]
My new puppy has discovered a fondness for eating her own poop. Yum. I read somewhere that dogs do that to get nutrients they might be lacking in. Interesting how humans don’t get that urge.
Or do they? The past year or so (maybe longer, maybe shorter) has been a time of [...]
Hell, this is a blog after all. See the inside of my head in all its demented glory. Make a comment already.
Yet another entry! 9-13-05
Short thoughts. I do have them.
Here’s an update. 8-29-05
Run, Rabbit, Run!
Here’s the first installment:
I AM the next Tony Roberts -I just need more teeth.